Sitting in the dark of the moon, I am deep in contemplation; absorbing all the messages that I have received during my meditations, the intuitive nudges, the piecing together the seemingly random thoughts and scattered emotions into a tidy, connected and completed puzzle. This last lunar cycle has witnessed the release of that which needed to be freed, as well as feeling the sea of emotion that was involved in the process, the ebbs and flows, highs and lows, deep lows.
This past cycle has brought great clarity and vision, interspersed between deep depths of anxiety and loneliness, real feelings of sorrow, self pity and grief, much of which comes when we go within to do the work of the shadow. I have made decisions and changes for my long term and immediate future, set wheels in motion and made a commitment to myself which I have only been able to do since I’ve had the time and space to get honest with my truth. And it feels good, it feels right, and only a little scary but that fear is coming from my ego so it can go raffle because it’s neither helpful or necessary.
With the Taurean New Moon, I will act upon those changes that I have initiated, calling on the tenacity and stubborn bull of this earth sign to aid in my success. This new lunar cycle will see further growth of my passions, my creativity, my path and journey, deepening of my practice and embracing my values and priorities, living them fully. And none of it is for the public domain, none of it will be shared, just as much of what I have been experiencing these past weeks has been private. The internet holds very little interest for me at the present; I am uninspired by it, learning nothing new, and I find it utterly draining, depleting my energy levels in an instant.
So, I’m signing off for the time being and will resurface when the time feels right.
With love and blessings